I fear I have been consumed by the procrastination bug.
Everything is taking 100 times more effort than it would have a week ago.
Maybe I’m just kidding myself into thinking I’m just putting things off. Maybe it’s more serious than that.
Maybe I’m just scared that I’m 21 in less than 2 months, handing in my final piece of coursework in 3 months, and by the end of the year I will officially hold a degree.
I’m terrified that I’ve wasted the last three years. I’m terrified that I didn’t pursue enough things. Scared that I didn’t get myself out there because all my friends from home have made some incredible friendships, and been on even more amazing adventures, and I’m the one that’s stuck.
Yeah I’m rambling.
But I have to get this off my chest.